15 people who have changed my life.

Over the years, many people have changed my life and made me who I am today. Thank you all.

Mr Phang

You are the worst headmaster a school can have, you are the most syupid bio teacher a school can have. Above all, i really "admire" your outspoken attitude which makes you think you really are a godsend genius. Last but not least, you make me realise how corrupted even a school can be.

Kogilam

You are the worst Maths teacher ever. You only know how to scold and tease others. Have you forgotten what is your duty? I don't regret what i did. I'd spit in front of you now. But somehow you are a mother of 3. You really care a good deal of your children. You are the kinda mum i wish i have.

Grannie

What ever you say is always right. You were the one who took care of me when i was young and still is the one person i respect the most above all.

Dad

Even though we seldom talk i know you really care about me. You know what time it is to let me go, what time to take me back, and above all you know when you have to let me fall and pick myself up again.

Mum

You are the worse mum the world can ever have. You wouldn't listen and you wouldn't care. But still, you are the best mum i've ever had because you are my one and only. Mum, don't put too much stress on yourself, you are not superwoman, i love you.

Elizabeth

You are my longest friend and best pal ever. We know each other since 5th grade. I know i can always count on you and you'll never let me down. When i'm sad you're the first i'd talk to. You're the best pal one can ever have.

WaiNyin

You are God! What ever you say are always right. I just dunno why the things you say sometimes i find it so hard to believe but they always turn out the right thing to do. Perhaps, you are godsend. Try have some fun some time. All work and no fun is gonna make you a dull boy. Lol.

Toong Lan

You are a scumback. You are a pervert. You are a jerk. But somehow you're a bestie of mine. There are times that i hate you and there are times when i think that you are the most brilliant person on earth. Dont't loose your self confidence. That's what i admire you about. Your self confience. You are a good-looking guy and there will be someday when you meet your true love. Don't worry.^^

Jia Huei

Hahaha bro. I won't leave you out geh. After so many years, we both grow up a lot. I only wish the best for you. Sometimes, i really hope i can take things easilly like you do. Like this i will live longer. As for you and your girlfriend, hope you guys will love each other and the relationship will last forever.^^

Nicholas

Nick-hole-ass i would call you. You really are a jerk! Besides that you are the most stupid person who thinks that he is the most brilliant person on earth. You are not!! When are you gonna wake up. Don't believe in what they say cuz what they care is only money. Besides that, you are the one who gives me the most heart breaks with the words you say. I just want you to know that there are people who really care about you and they won't tell you that. Leave that bitch. She will only give you heart attacks. The best is yet to come.

Min Yi

I dunno why you like people calling you Yuriko. Isn't a stupid name after all, just make you cute and "kiddo"istic. You are adorable. Lol. We WERE the best couple and we ARE best friends forever. Hahax

Samantha

My godsister, you are a very fun person to talk to. I admire your happy-go-lucky attitude and you can always make fun out of everything. Everytime when i'm sad i'd talk to you and you'd make me a laughing bloke. The way you crack a joke is just so admirable.

Ant

Angeline, my buddy!!!^^ To be honest i feel like you are the person who would understand me the most. I don't know if i really understand you much. But yet i won't let myself trust you too much. I've learned my lesson when i trust someone too much. Dont't hide too much of your feelings inside, speak it out, let it go. It's for your own good. ^^

Lilian

Do you realise you look alot like Cassadee Pope? Lol. You are a nice person. Your warm and calm nature is always what the guys are looking for. Hahax. You take a good care of yourself yea? @@

Oh yea! Go google if you still do not know who Cassadee Pope is.

Steve

I save the last for my blood brother not because you are unimportant, but you are the most vital. Even though you are much younger than me, when i'm down you'll give me a real piece of advice. You'll light up the fire in me. You'll give me a stern warning. You'll make me pull myself up. You can beat me up real good in Need For Speed when you were only 10. Maybe someday you can be a 7 time world champ. You'll never know. ^^

How You Love Me Now

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Tell me how can't you sleep
How can't you breath
Baby tell me how
How you love me now
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感谢

已经三个星期了。哈哈。有些事情发生了，就当是我一时冲动，不要放在心里。

做人要拿得上放的下。就不要想太多。不要想无聊的东西安慰自己拉！竟然已经过去就让他把。=]

感谢所有在我悲伤时为给我安慰和支持的人。

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Confused

Dunno what i'm doing. I'm definitely not running away from anyone. I have decided to go few months ago... long before i met her. Its just her...made me stay. Now that she's gone...i should as well.

I was born for all this. I'm destined to go through it. After climbing a great hill, one only finds that there are many more hills to climb. That's what i've always been through all my life. One have to keep his head down and keep holding on. The best is yet to come. And when the best comes, one can keep his head held up high, and all ur ex(s) gonna want you back.Lol.

Have been thinking alot these few weeks. All my life i've been accused of this and that. And recently i've been accused a narcisist as well. Fakers and narcisist will always think they are right. They will never think of anything in another person's point of view. They will never put themselves into someone else's shoes. And if you are thinking that I am one when you are reading this you are one too. If you say no, congratulations you are a hipocrit as well. If you are thinking why am i saying this, what made me do so, you are a truly understanding person.^^

Wasn't worth it i cried. Wasnt worth it i gt drunk. Wasn't worth it i puke in front of the pool. And certainly not worth it giving my heart to someone who doesn't RESPECT a relationship.

Aussieland is not where i wanna be. A place not where my head belongs. I won't tell you where i will end up in the next few months. When there's a might there's a might not as well. You would'nt know.

A new chapter of my life.

Sorry guys i've deleted some posts recently because what i wrote was really wrong. If i don't delete later someone come find me gar. That will taunt my soul forever.

Tomorrow's my last stand at LUCT Malaysia (still gt oral presentation). Who knows where i'll go then? Maybe LUCT UK? Cuz Mr Wee said better nt go to US wo...AH1N1...and it's quite serious wo...I say die mai die lo. What will be will be. If Lord wants me to be with him i will be. But seriously let me die a hero.^^

Haha...Lilian!!! You really use my idea ah hahax! Real happy leh^^ The first time a hair designer use my idea leh hahax. Never in my life i'm so proud of myself hahax. ish~~ish~~Kiddin.

Since i know it could be my last week in LUCT, today i had my last plate of Iranian food which i really like. Tomorrow i'll have Korean food muahahahahahax!!! Strange, i usually dont like mutton but today i ate it.@@ I've just commited the biggest sin...killing a lamb. OMG

I walked around skol today cuz it could be my last trip to some of those classrooms. When i came to Room 27, the room was dark, i wanted to go inside and have a sit, and try to remember some of my memories here. Too bad the door was locked. I could only stand beside the window and look through. Those strange posters and pictures of giraffes and elephants are still there^^

Dunno if the smell of spaghetti and mashed potatoes still have anot?

I realise that i can't carry on like this. At least we could still be friends. And i messed it up again.

No matter what, life has to move on. I have to leave so i can start over again. Why people cannot understand me. Even the ones i love also cannot (mum, dad). It's time for me to start a new chapter of my life. Gone are the days i'm wild and gone are the days i'm innocent. You're a man now!! 3 more months you're 19!!! Still remeber the song i heard that day we went out. It keeps reminding me "make a wish, take a chance, make a change and breakaway".

That's all i want to say today larhx. Actually also quite no mood. Today still feel very bad and is blaming myself. I miss my family. Also hope that someday i'll have mine. Just want to go home soon. That's where i want to be. Home. Family. That's all i've ever wanted. Now i've realise*.*

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不想自己骗自己了。经然放不下就离开拉…………

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