the point of no return

By doing this i know i have reached the point of no return. I've finally got her to hate me. I have no other options. I dunno why. I just want her to know that she's wrong too. But i oso know she had reached the point whereby i cannot do anything to save her out of her own thoughts. She is blinded by her love life. She's like demon possessed. I know it's not my problem anymore to care about her and the same thing goes for her as well. Whether i'm dead or dying she wouldn't care. But i just can't lie to myself that i still worry bout her. Perhaps that's how you will feel for someone when you truly loves someone.